Rants

I'm so lazy to go back to acquiring knowledge again I wonder why. Has working life taken a toll on me?

I have an interview coming right up and this interview right, requires A LOT of homework. Hours of research, bundles of paper, infinite knowledge.

The research? Check. But it's more to Google-ing key words and downloading articles that seemed relevant. Read only a few documents so far.

Bundles of paper? Yes, it's sitting on my desk right now, untouched. Highlighter and pen also on stand by already. No initiative to pick them up.

The knowledge chucked into my memory chest to-date? I would say, nil.

HOW?! I need to prepare so many things. Short introductory speech. Presentation slides. A mock scenario rehearsal to avoid getting brain block on that day.

And 1001 more on my to-do list.

Me: Haiyo so much to do but I just don't have the motivation to even kick start my preparation. *complain complain*

Friend: This clearly means you don't really want this job.

Me: Huh. Why so?

Friend: I remember you would go to an infinite extend to complete a task, regardless how ridiculously difficult or tiring it is IF it concerned your core subjects but for subjects like EIS (Engineers in Society), you didn't give a shit.

Me: ...

True ah? I don't know..

Later giving sis a nice treat as her birthday gift. HAPPY 25TH!!

I have a feeling she's gonna yell at me for revealing her age but..nevermind that. LOLOL.

I'm so lazy I think I'm getting fat..ter.

NOOOOO..